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My best Friend Cynthia and I are starting a babysitting service. We need more money to shop at the mall, I don't get money from my mom, and We are too younge to get a real job so we are startign a babysitting service. I went to her house and we desgined the flyers. We just need to print them out and hang them around town. Her mom is also making buisness cards for us. We will aslo do odd jobs like mow lawns and house cleaning and stuff like that.
We call it Lynn and Marie's because those are our middle names. At school and stuff everyone calls her Lynn. I thoguth Lynn and Miranda's didn't sound as good at Lynn and Maire's, so Yea.

This is Buffy's second litter of kittens. So far there is only one. Its been ahile and I am getting worried. If the other unborn kittens are stuck in the birth canal, Then buffy and the kittens will die. There is nothing I can do but wait.
But I woke up and buffy was on top of me, and then once i was awak, i relised that she was going to have her kittens right ON me. Lol, Good thing i woke up :p

My birthday was on March 16. I got no gifts, but w/e I don't really care. I just wanted ANYONE to even remember it. I went to the ice arena with a friend for my birthday party, and she is the only one that showed up. Well my best friends HOT older brother was there but as soon as we got ont he ice he ran right into us. So later I ran into him but it back fired and he landed on me. But i guess My 13th b-day was ok. I am finally a teenager :D

Ok. Well I have loved my best friend forever! I always thought that he liked me more then a friend also. And i aksed him if he liked me more then a friend last year, and he said yes...
Today, He actually tells me that he loves me. He knows that i want to be his girl friend, and He knows that i love him and i am obsessed with him XD . I am telling you this much, This is not a little crush, I know everything about him, and this feeling will not go away. My other friend told me to just go and kiss him, but that would be too awkward. Then He told me that he wants to go out with me, but he can't because he is afraid to will ruin our friendship. Ok, I understand and respect this, but I can't stop thinking or dreaming about him....I have tried just being myself, being nice, and being the type of girl he likes. I just really wish he would make a move on me
Any suggestions?

........ For now.........
My mom deleted my entire side of my computer. All my files, pictures, gifts you guys have made me or given me is GONE!
I snuck onto my step dads side, so i won't be on for awhile. But i might be able to get back on later, but i don't know...........

My Mother and I use To be so close! She use to be so fun and nice to me. We use to go shopping, color, read books, watch tv, walk, and all the other fun stuff. But now She is ADDICTED to the computer! I swear, she is ALWAYS on! She also has problems with almost every part of her body! She has had back surgery, but that was a few years ago. Now, When ever I try to talk to her, she always pushes me away or says she is too busy! We NEVER talk anymore. She use to ask me about my day. But she does that no more. I tried to tell about this, but she doesn't care! I just wish I could have her back.

Ow! i was going to the library with a couple of friends, and I stepped on a nail! It went in about may be half in my foot? It was old, nasty, rusty, and dirt. My mom says I need a tetnis(Sp?) shot. I Can't stand shots!
It HURTS So Bad! Err!

I Ordered Some Books Online, From The Science Fiction Book Club, And My Books Came Today! I Am Also Getting Some Horror Books From The Mystery Book Club! Here Are The Books I Got :

Lord Of The Rings; The Trilogy- By J.R.R Tolkien (All Three Books Are In The Same Book, It Has 2,000 Some Pages!)

Eldest- By Christopher Paolini

When Darkness Falls- By Mercedes Lackey And James Mallory

The Hobbit- By J.R.R Tolkien

Mystic Quest- By Tracey Hickman And Laura Hickman

Starken- Terry Brooks

I went to my friends anthony's house! HE ONLY LIVES RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD! Then Alex also came to his house. So the three of us were playing truth or Dare, and on one of Alex's turn he had to do a dare, and Anthony dared him to kiss me, and he kissed me, but on the head, haha! Anthony should have said On the lips.
Then we walked to a pizza place and ate some food. Then we walked to the library, and ate more food. Then as we were leaving, I steped on a nail, and it went half way into my foot. I took off my shoe and it was filled with blood, and so was my shoe! Anthony called his dad and he picked us up. Then we played video games, then went to a haunted house! it was so much fun! We got face paintings, i got a redish-brown kitty. Then we got some balloon animals! I got a pink sword. then i got my fortune read, it had something to do with trust. Then we watched some zombies do the hookie pookie. Then finally we entered the haunted house. At first it was lame then at the very end, soem guys were hidden, then they came and Attacked us! It was alsome. i was screaming so loud! Then today, I went to the doctors, and I got a painful shot and then they gave me crutches for my foot. Then anthony said Alex and Him would come over, but they went to a movie and left me waiting for tem, and then they called and said "sorry, we can't come over today"
But they didn't mean to do that.

Hey!
Well, I Missed the first half of school becuaes of my ear. Luckily, I Have no ear infection.
When we were leaving the doctors, I got three little plushies. 50% of the money i spent went to some charity for deformed babies :(
Then i went to the dollar store and got a FM radio, but it is fuzzy and pink! It is so cute!
I have given up on that thomas boy and I have also given up on Anthony. But my Best friend Alex, Who I Have Known Since Kindergarten, I Sm not About to give up on him any time soon :)
Then After school my mom and I went to my favorite resterant called Ponderosa. It is a steak house with a buffet and everything! It was good.
Tommorrow, I am going to one of my favorite school dances! I wen to it last year! it was 100% fun! They have hay rides, and My friend and I throw hay everywhere and jump on and off the tractor! So Much Fun! Oh yea, it is called the farmer's day dance! Thats all for today!
Have a good day,
Miranda

Ok Here is What Happened Today!
Nothing happened in first hour with that boy.... But in second hour he sits right next to my best friend and I was so scared! My Best Friend told me That he told Thomas about me liking him, then later My friend said he never even told him! i was having a heart attack for nothing! Then, I forgave that one boy, Anthony, For what he did with that note that said HAHA! He told me two of the five peeople he likes.Then One of my other friends really did tell thomas that i like him! I am so scraed about what will happen tommorrow!
My Ear has been buging me all day! It has like fluid in it. I also have watery eyes. My Mom says that i either have an ear infection or a sinus cold..... Well thats my day today!
Love, Miranda!

Yes i do think she is! I Had a Very exciting Day!!!!!!
Ok, Right before first hour started, That boy Thomas came up to me and took my note book and started going through my stuff! Him and I were Playing tugwar with my notebook! Then i heard him say to his friend "Hey, i guess i am flirting with her"
So, Then i didn't really talk to him after that. But I am Afraid, because tommorrow, Thomas Sits by my Best Friend and he wants to talk to him, But what if my friend says something wrong to him?
During advisory, I gave anthony my list of boys i like and he was giving me his list. I real His Lish And It Say "HA HA!" Now he knows that i like him, but i don't know if he likes me! I am kinda mad at him, but i still like him.
After schhol, I went shopping again! I went to this store and it had graphic teeshirts for only 1.00$ Each! I got 20 of them! I also got a soft pillow! Lol. I also got a black pair of shorts for gym class for 1.00$
Very Busy day for me!
Love, miranda

Hey,
I went shopping again after school, but this time for hair stuff.
That Boy Anthony and I Became Best friends, and we sit next to each other in Advisory. Well, He was wondering who i liked, and I was wondering who he liked, So, Tommorrow during advisory, We are going to give each other a piece of paper saying who we like. He asked me if He was going to be on the list, and I said He would have to wait and see, And yes, he is on the list!
I think I will be on his list, One day during advisory, He wrote I love you on the chalk board (He sites right against it) And then he tapped on my sholder and showed me it, but these two sixth graders came in the room and asked us to take a survey, so i never got to respond.
Ok So here is what happened today with that other boy:
He didn't say anything during science, But i heard him say "She Is In my Next hour Class"
And I am in his next hour class, and in That class he sits next to my best friend. But my best friend wasn't here today and heard thomas say "He where is miranda's friend? I need to talk to him"
So... I have to wait to see what happens tommorow........
<3 Miranda
( I just copied this message out of an email i just sent, so if anything doesn't make sense just aks me about it )

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Ok, There is this really cool boy named Thomas. He is very popular and cute! Everyone told me that my first and Last name was written on his binder with a heart around it. And During First hour science class, he said my name and He Said "I Heart You" I just stared at him like a idiot! Now, i don't know if he still likes me :(
I have always been kinda shy with boys. I just hope that things go good in First hour Science On Monday!

I went Shopping today And Yesterday!
Yesterday, i got these white gym shoes, but i didn't like them, So i took them back today. Then today, I go and get some white ones but with pink stripes. I also Got 3 Bottles Of Nailpolish, In The Colors of Black, Pink, And Yellow. I also Got 3 Bottles Of perfume, In The scents of Cotton Candy, Vanilla, And Sugar Apple Fantasy. I then got a pink wallet. Plus 3 Head-bands in the colors of Pink, White, and Purple. Yesterday and Today I went To Wendy's And Got a total Of 15 Chicken pattys With Tomatoe And lettace, Mmmmmm Lolz.
Then, Tommorow, And I am going shopping agin, but this time for clothes and School Stuff!
I'll Blog More Later and Post Pictures!
Miranda

It Is Hard to Explain But Here is The Story.
My Parents are divorced. I Stopped seeing my dad when i was 7. He was mentaly ill, and he had thoughts of suicide. One day, He decided to try it with a knife, But his girlfriend called the cops. My dad lunged at the cops with the knife, And the Cops shot him three times With a Sotgun filled with bean bag pellets. He was shot in the sholder, the chest, then the head. When he was shot in the head, The beanbag pellet went throgh his scull and hit is brain. He was in a coma for 4 days. then he passes away.

Well, Today was my dads funeral. =(
Oh, And BTW, We had my dad cremaded. I got to pick out the urn he is in. It is a lavender color.I had to go shopping, To get a new dress for the funeral. It is black with pink flowers! Everyone says it is very pretty.My dads friends gave me cards during the funeral.All together there was 90$ in them.And Then after my dads funeral, We had taco bell. Then I got to go shoppingI got a pink backpack, That has wheels on it. It has a million pockets and it was only 10$!Then I got a pair of pink sunglasses for only 50 cents!Then when i got home, I put the sunglasses on my dads urn, and said "do you like them dad?"
Do Not think i am selfish or not respectful because i did that.

I have this halloween ghost punching bag. i was punching it, and I missed and hit the table. It was my Right hand. Now I can't do anything with that hand. My knuckles are bleeding. My mom has it all badaged up in her ace. i Am going to the hospital tommorrow for xrays. I am sorry if i make some typos or mess up, Because i am using my left hand.XoX, Miranda

Today in gym class we were doing bike riding. I havnt rode a bike in so Long. And The bikes were too big for me, I couldnt touch the ground. I was in the back the whole time. We went for over a mile. We had no Water and my legs and arma were killing me. And Just think, I have to do it again for next 5 gym classes. Uhhhhggggg